back again; after a long time though.... feeling quite strange.. just don't know what to do where to go....lost one of my close friends, waheed.. I want to help his family, but just don't know the way.. seems as if I have forgotten to express my feelings.. there are no tears in my eyes, am I strong enough to bear all this or is it so called senselessness..
life is like a big forest, and I'm lost.. Few months back I had started a site, just in order to keep my dreams alive.... but it seems I can only dream.. building something with dedication is really tough for me.... hopefully I will make it one day.. I was on leave in last week so today I have some work finally.. but I'm in no mood to work today....