Today I'm feeling too helpless that i have lost all my faith. There was a time when I used to get succeed without much hard work, but today even though I put all my efforts I cant' see any results. It's like walking on a long road without even knowing where it leads.
Working without motivation is really very tough, sometimes it all seems fruitless. If you dare to dream it is only you who will help you in achieving that. No one really care about it. They just know about your success or failure. Once u gets success, the enjoyment is just for 1/2 days or say just an internal feeling that finally you got it, may be all those whom u lost in the way to success will come back....
Sometimes I really wish why the life is not like a movie where everything seems so simple.. if someone cares it shows.. in real everyone seems so ignorant.
I don't know If i will ever realize my dreams, but one thing for sure it wont' be that charming if achieved after couple of years.
Sometimes I really wonder when called proudy by some of my friends(so called), I really wanted to ask them "What should I be proud of?", it only looks like a way to ignore me....
I hope time will change for me, and I will laugh after reading such meaningless posts by me.... If nothing else it will remind me how stupid I was(In case I grow up to be called an intelligent person.. :))