Today I can witness the 2-phases of my life, the one when I was surrounded by friends, people used to praise me for this or that. I was confident enough to stand alone and make a way for me. I used to say, What happen if the world is not with me, do I care a bit. A continuous struggler is what I was, careless still confident and contented.
And now it seems I'm a different one. Let alone confidence, now I'm not even ready to tackle life the way it comes. A tired person who got only failures in all what he did. Am I too much in depression, may be I am. But why..? Just don't know if there's still anyone who has faith in me, some say they have confidence in me but their own behavior doesn't do justice to their words.
Sometimes I think even this was needed for me, I must be knowing that people are like that. If you shine you will get many friends out of them but when you are lost in dark no-one will care to look for you.... ? is it another lesson of life for me....